mrdanners

This past time after your .. conclusion
has been colured by some uncharacteristical action:
If one holds a belief true
in ones very own heart
can one then lie to others
can one then find peace of mind
or: are you lying to yourself by lying to others?
The paradox locked me in a stalement

Redemption
I thought it the key
However:
Redemption requires mistake
fault, an error, a trip a slip-up
a complete stumble into indirection
and the lies works only as a facade
a facade to fool myself and others:
my heart is still a fool for you my love
and those feelings are not a mistake.

Complete honesty to oneself and others
Confidence in and comfort with ones own feelings
I had forgotten that this is what shattered both key and lock

You know how they say that love is blind?
Well mine is probably naive
But it's ok.