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Långa bussfärder, Muse i lurarna, jobbiga tider och textrader från gårdagen visade sig resultera i att jag fattade pennan. Råmaterial dock så jag kommer antagligen att ända en hel på den här innan jag sprider den vidare. Men smakprov till dem som faktiskt glider in här ibland. Poäng till den som ser allusionen.

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Dead and Buried; Return to Sender

Without concious, unconcious
My mind,
boxed up and addressed
Overseas, sent away
far away from the people who care if I
Live or Die

All these careless nights
All these endless days
Digging me under

Keep laughing
Keep looking away
Keep making this awkward

Your eyes of regret:
Knives in my back
As its facing you...



...find out and return to sender

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Inspirationer:

Thrice - Digging My Own Grave - Youtube

It's not what you think, just one more little bet,
Just another cigarette, just one more drink.
So lend me just a little more, you know cancer can't catch me. 
Let's have another drink or three. Don't be a bore.

But oh, don't I know, I'm just digging my own grave, 
Can someone else please save myself from me?
And Lord, don't I know, I'm just digging my own grave,
Can someone save myself from me?

I look but don't touch, It's really no big deal.
I'll quit it when I feel I've seen enough. 
Oh don't call it an affair, it's just a little fling.
She doesn't mean a thing to me I swear. 

But oh, don't I know, I'm just digging my own grave, 
Can someone else please save myself from me?
And Lord, don't I know, I'm just digging my own grave,
Can someone save myself from me? 

Muse - Starlight - Youtube

Far away 
This ship has taken me far away 
Far away from the memories 
Of the people who care if I live or die 

Starlight 
I will be chasing a starlight 
Until the end of my life 
I don't know if it's worth it anymore 

Hold you in my arms 
I just wanted to hold 
You in my arms 

My life 
You electrify my life 
Let’s conspire to ignite 
All the souls that would die just to feel alive 

i'll never let you go 
If you promise not to fade away 
Never fade away 

Our hopes and expectations 
Black holes and revelations 
Our hopes and expectations 
Black holes and revelations 

Hold you in my arms 
I just wanted to hold 
You in my arms 

Far away 
This ship has taken me far away 
Far away from the memories 
Of the people who care if I live or die 

i'll never let you go 
If you promise not to fade away 
Never fade away 

Our hopes and expectations 
Black holes and revelations 
Our hopes and expectations 
Black holes and revelations 

Hold you in my arms 
I just wanted to hold 
You in my arms

Your eyes of regret
Knives in my back
As I turn it to you

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Alltid lika jobbigt när man kommer på textrader men inte hela texter.

Reminiscence

Open Eyes
confusion, dislocation
Turn around
rise up, walk out
walk out
walk out of yesterday
light a cigarette
observe the lake
suddenly so far away
Breath in
The water's cold
molecules moving so slow
so slow, so out
out of time
out of direction
out of purpose
bumbing into each other

But we're all walls and no talk.

Breath out
See yesterday rise
rise before your eyes
falling down the bottle
falling down the stairs
falling into bed
falling into pieces
singing I miss you
singing for the world
singing one for all
singing lately my mind just:

dry up dry out
dry up dry out
dry up dry out
dry up dry out

we're
just bored
just people
just a coincidence
a brief moment
a break from nothing
just accidents and
nothing at all
nothing at all
nothing at all
nothing at all...



... stop, sit, smile, don't, sulk

Min våghals kostar mig det
lilla hoppet
det lilla hoppet mellan dag
och natt
innan solen kastar en
skugga från horisonten
rakt över min axel och förbi
mitt öra:
minns du ...
minns du ...
minns du mig?
landar tryggt mot trottoaren,
slinker under sulan och
stannar där
utsträckt och utvilad

Jag kastar mig över den
försöker sudda bort den
med hela min tyngd
Vad jag inte vet är att jag
bara kommit den närmre och samtidigt
bitit av mig tungan
i processen.

Förstummad sliter jag upp taxins dörr
läser en textrad ur mobilen "Du
betyder mycket för mig, det gör du.
Glöm inte det"

något brister och jag ger mig av
mot natten.